pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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that is the LAST time i actually PAY to go on vacation

wrapped in this direction
against blazing cold
icicle reminders of past vacations
without talent

without memories
delete the evidence that i
ever loved

sunburn and food poisoning was all i ever stood to gain from this.

i want to fall backwards
recreate what i can't forget
into some new form
to make some sense of
WHY
i'm the subject of endless experiments

my strength is fake
it was enough for me to return
or beg for the return
the one-more-chance
the songs ask for
except a thousand volts more intense

9:08 p.m. - 2005-01-31

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