pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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2006-09-19 - vacation, all i ever wanted
2006-09-09 - rudolph complex
2006-08-25 - yours and mine (split-shift)
2006-08-22 - cyclical
2006-07-10 - if i said i was sorry you would laugh in my face
2006-07-02 - from smoke breaks and lunch hours
2006-06-28 - ode to the code
2006-06-20 - smoke break sitting at a mosaic-tile patio table
2006-06-13 - to whom it may concern (i'm just saying)
2006-06-11 - twist and shout
2006-05-30 - pause
2006-05-28 - generic cheerios are the way to a girl's heart
2006-05-25 - orange you glad i didn't say orange?
2006-05-17 - when i was 4 years old, a piano tuner told my mom that i have perfect pitch
2006-05-16 - another napkin song
2006-05-09 - bottle caption
2006-05-07 - crossover
2006-04-13 - a musing
2006-04-13 - a musing
2006-04-09 - (---------)
2006-04-06 - geography (based loosely on the advice of dr. bai)
2006-04-04 - texas is a big-ass state
2006-03-29 - attacking the chore of packing
2006-03-20 - puttin'on the ritz
2006-02-26 - astounded (unfinished)
2006-02-26 - depth perception (unfinished)
2006-02-26 - self-conflict of interest
2006-02-26 - why should san diego remind me of scranton?
2006-02-19 - oralfixation
2006-01-15 - needed?
2006-01-14 - an incomplete thought on my struggles with religion at the holiday season
2006-01-14 - but i can flaunt my boobs and spread my legs, and hopefully that keeps you coming back for more
2005-12-10 - morristown memorial hospital
2005-11-28 - questions (brought about while listening to \"Heard 'Em Say\" by Kanye West & Adam Levine)
2005-11-23 - no one is telling me that i'm wrong
2005-10-22 - curiosity killed the sex kitten
10.09.05 - something's missing...
2005-10-08 - i think the cold sesame noodles had garlic in them. i'm ALLERGIC to garlic
2005-10-06 - wishing on shooting stars
2005-10-05 - justification
2005-10-02 - answer to a survey question
2005-09-29 - this bedroom is a deathtrap, i swear
2005-09-24 - all for nothing
2005-09-18 - singer/songwriter
2005-09-17 - make-out face your fears
2005-09-15 - the summer vacation 2005 series
2005-09-14 - summersgone
2005-08-22 - but i'm medicated, so at least i don't cry anymore
2005-08-19 - piece of cake
2005-08-14 - flash flood warning
2005-08-10 - the first star i see...
2005-08-06 - when you have nothing, you have nothing to lose
2005-07-18 - it's nothing more than a collaboration with my other personalities
2005-07-17 - i'm not one to complain
2005-07-17 - based on a misheard lyric and a photo from the midwest
2005-07-04 - procrastinating the inevitable
2005-07-02 - backburner
2005-06-29 - it'd be a great name for a band
2005-06-21 - the easiest advice to give, is the hardest advice to take
2005-06-16 - this is how i open up (supposedly)
2005-06-14 - fiction
2005-06-09 - never read
2005-06-04 - AIM keeps booting me; it's being fucktardish
2005-06-01 - sitting on the front steps with a pack of cigarettes, a lighter, and a shot glass
2005-05-24 - i could say it directly, but what good would that do?
2005-05-22 - no wonder my poetry goes unread - it sucks! (aka i said i'd save them for a rainy day, but it's been raining a lot lately)
2005-05-22 - something you'll never know
2005-05-19 - if i was in a cover band, i'd refuse to sing this song
2005-05-19 - celexa, zoloft, wellbutrin
2005-05-19 - driving past the reservoir
2005-05-17 - git da dough, by any means necessary
2005-05-10 - caution: contents are EXTREMELY hot
2005-05-05 - never gonna come back (down)
2005-05-03 - walk away as quickly as you can, without being obvious
2005-04-26 - it's beautiful, i don't care what anyone else thinks
2005-04-23 - bored-walk
2005-04-21 - compliant
2005-04-20 - aural desperation
2005-04-19 - look at what i found
2005-04-19 - for Donald E. Olley
2005-04-12 - random thoughts from 1am on an early tuesday morning
2005-04-10 - denial of the game
2005-04-07 - it's all fake, or so you think
2005-04-05 - golden grahams, and imported goods
2005-04-04 - ...and it wasn't even GOOD!
2005-04-01 - a friday like any other
2005-04-01 - off
2005-03-30 - this morning's promise
2005-03-28 - need
2005-03-25 - words, spoken and unspoken, will come back to haunt
2005-03-24 - gurgle gurgle bleep bleep YAY!
2005-03-21 - simplest of missions
2005-03-21 - off every wagon
2005-03-17 - a mixtape, made 3-16-1993
2005-03-15 - i'll do what i have to
2005-03-14 - sciatica survival kit
2005-03-13 - i don't respond
2005-03-13 - mashup
2005-03-13 - the guilt of a so-called victim
2005-03-08 - wind chill factor
2005-03-07 - bacardi, shiraz, and iTunes
2005-03-07 - i may not be a riveting individual, but my boobs are huge...
2005-03-06 - of the auburn days
2005-03-06 - nonverbal
2005-03-03 - can i call it karaoke night if i'm by myself?
2005-03-03 - \"knock, knock!\"(isn't there supposed to be a \"who's there\" somewhere in there?)
2005-03-02 - the psychological aftermath of a fine jesuit education
2005-03-01 - to be quite honest
2005-02-28 - reception
2005-02-28 - the icescraper awaits
2005-02-23 - nyQuil
2005-02-23 - at 25, it's all a lie
2005-02-22 - nyQuil, TRL, and memories of Miss Cleo
2005-02-16 - fanclub
2005-02-15 - hit it, in time with the music, to beat some sense into me, for real (blue skies)
2005-02-14 - like a good neighbor, state farm is there
2005-02-14 - not-so-sweet love hangover
2005-02-12 - whatever, it's no big deal
2005-02-12 - music therapy
2005-02-12 - dominant/submissive
2005-02-12 - booze
2005-02-12 - the talent
2005-02-10 - if you don't know, why would you say so?
2005-02-09 - tonight we're gonna party like it's 1999
2005-02-09 - sitting still (a song that will probably never be finished)
2005-02-08 - \"the church\" on chestnut street
2005-02-08 - taking back sunday
2005-02-07 - limited membership to the exclusive club
2005-02-07 - in love and death
2005-02-04 - cold climates tease hot skin
2005-02-03 - it's like those candy hearts with the saying on them. damn, they taste like chalk. but you still have to get them. kinda like cadbury eggs at eastertime. but the cadbury eggs are yummy.
2005-02-02 - wishing for the dodge-ball days
2005-02-01 - go on, just say it
2005-01-31 - forgotten like a name
2005-01-31 - that is the LAST time i actually PAY to go on vacation
2005-01-31 - one person's trash, is another person's treasure
2005-01-27 - mix cds: an ode to the empty spaces in photo albums
2005-01-26 - i'm not always there when you call, but i'm always on time
2005-01-26 - do you save as many emails as i do?
2005-01-25 - extra
2005-01-23 - snowblown
2005-01-22 - mind eraser
2005-01-21 - a hidden benefit to a shitty commute
2005-01-20 - the R5
2005-01-18 - DRUNKEN POETRY - #6 - i hate the simpsons (sorry for breaking away from the pack)
2005-01-18 - DRUNKEN POETRY - #5 - it's like the flannels i wore while drinking milwaukee's best (aka \"beast\")
2005-01-18 - DRUNKEN POETRY - #4 - did you take notes in juvenile delinquency class?
2005-01-18 - DRUNKEN POETRY - #3 - work and play are never okay...
2005-01-18 - DRUNKEN POETRY - #2 - new jersey princess with a trust fund
2005-01-18 - DRUNKEN POETRY - #1 - a nervous tic? or a tick of the clock?
2005-01-14 - severe alert! in effect from 10AM to 645PM
2005-01-13 - you have a \"z\" problem
2005-01-13 - it would take an adjustment period
2005-01-12 - annie oakley was a diva, too
2005-01-11 - i'm listening to those CDs again
2005-01-10 - going on instinct
2005-01-09 - which one are you?
2005-01-09 - pastries and chocolate mousse
2005-01-06 - eulogy for two
2005-01-06 - the EDNOS karaoke goddess misses her thursdays
2005-01-05 - poor excuse
2005-01-04 - no, this poem is not about ipods
2005-01-04 - big pimpin' (get your free ipods here!)
2005-01-03 - an anonymous letter that states i would like you to die
2005-01-03 - does spelling count?
2005-01-03 - the songs bring the guilt
2004-12-28 - for one purpose (the things we girls do)
2004-12-28 - tuesday is the loneliest night of the week
2004-12-28 - the phone works both ways. so do many other things.
2004-12-27 - distorted angel
2004-12-27 - the diamond lounge
2004-12-23 - when the past comes to haunt, what can you do but run?
2004-12-22 - avoiding c-town
2004-12-22 - another poem about jealousy
2004-12-22 - wake me up
2004-12-22 - if i were in her shoes, what would i be thinking?
2004-12-21 - tonight or anytime
2004-12-20 - clear skin and a clear conscience
2004-12-20 - you are the messenger
2004-12-20 - hero
2004-12-16 - to be continued...(it's an epic, you see)
2004-12-14 - the only conversations i can believe are the ones that i have with myself
2004-12-13 - last wish
2004-12-13 - stay (faraway, so close!)
2004-12-13 - tis the season
2004-12-13 - \"hangovahs! rigging up the lights!\"
2004-12-13 - taken for granted
2004-12-13 - just december (this is the crappiest thing i've written in a while)
2004-12-10 - thoughts i have when i have to spend the entire day at work ALONE
2004-12-09 - it's all okay
2004-12-09 - unsettling (in the end it doesn't even matter)
2004-12-08 - exercising restraint
2004-12-08 - bitch
2004-12-06 - nightmare
2004-12-02 - dream a little dream of me
2004-11-29 - permanent marker
2004-11-28 - the absence, oddly, seems greater now
2004-11-28 - drugs or...
2004-11-24 - it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah
2004-11-23 - expansion plan, unplanned
2004-11-23 - four day wknd
2004-11-22 - oh night divine
2004-11-21 - i can dredge up the angst like nobody's business
2004-11-20 - turn around, bright eyes
2004-11-20 - shower to shower
2004-11-20 - an overactive imagination (?) is a terrible thing to waste
2004-11-19 - just wanna taste your love (in appreciation of \"ghost\" by howie day)
2004-11-19 - maybe this is a song about you, maybe it's not
2004-11-16 - a silent dance that we did
2004-11-15 - temporary
2004-11-15 - it is what it is
2004-11-15 - just gimme a sec
2004-11-15 - flashbacks can happen anytime
2004-11-14 - some companies actually pay for relocation
2004-11-13 - crash land
2004-11-13 - secret admirer
2004-11-11 - love is geometry
2004-11-10 - uglygirl
2004-11-10 - sitting at a mcdonald's in clearfield, pennsylvania (aka overactive imagination)
2004-11-08 - if i should...
2004-11-08 - i almost did it
2004-11-08 - instead of construction, how about some lights?
2004-11-03 - once you pop, you can't stop
2004-11-03 - sign
2004-11-03 - for jack
2004-10-27 - misheard 3
2004-10-27 - ecstasy
2004-10-27 - break, at both ends
2004-10-26 - letter of resignation
2004-10-26 - battlefield
2004-10-20 - offering
2004-10-20 - never mind
2004-10-19 - hey everybody! let's get fucked up tonight. oh. wait. it's just me
2004-10-19 - a story told
2004-10-16 - point and click
2004-10-15 - a song for those of the bipolar hearts
2004-10-14 - too far gone
2004-10-12 - no refills
2004-10-12 - of statistics and maps
2004-10-11 - meredith, at 29
2004-10-11 - apartment life
2004-10-10 - under the influence
2004-10-10 - percoset
2004-10-05 - it's a lifestyle
2004-10-04 - distant
2004-10-04 - stealth bomber
2004-10-04 - (mis)heard lyrics 2, oddly post-prophetic
2004-09-30 - it's karaoke night somewhere
2004-09-30 - the girl scout law
2004-09-30 - god save the queen(s)
2004-09-28 - mission impossible
2004-09-28 - stormy weather
2004-09-25 - (mis)heard lyrics
2004-09-25 - final curtain call
2004-09-25 - everything is a potential addiction
2004-09-23 - oh, conor oberst, you're still a brilliant songwriter
2004-09-22 - it's all in your head
2004-09-21 - fading
2004-09-16 - crunk
2004-09-16 - maybe i shouldn't bother packing
2004-09-15 - craptastic poetry for steve, because he humors me and reads it
2004-09-14 - my stories are getting old (aka the downside of being high-maintenance)
2004-09-14 - the distance will define us, define us all
2004-09-13 - vaseline intensive care
2004-09-10 - on the line
2004-09-10 - battery
2004-09-08 - she's quite the observant one, isn't she?
2004-09-08 - she's quite the observant one, isn't she?
2004-09-08 - suicide (is not the) solution
2004-09-06 - sometimes i forget that you can't pump your own gas in new jersey
2004-09-04 - fuel for the fire
2004-09-02 - i am a bigger attention-whore than you, don't you forget it
2004-09-02 - diet coke can burn a hole in your stomach if you drink enough of it
2004-09-01 - north carolina - 8.31 - press pound (song)
2004-09-01 - north carolina 8.28 #6 - untitled again
2004-09-01 - north carolina 8.28 #5 - untitled
2004-09-01 - north carolina 8.28 #4 - genie in the bottle
2004-09-01 - north carolina 8.28 #3 - what was written
2004-09-01 - north carolina 8.28 #2 - merlin
2004-09-01 - north carolina 8.28 - with my walkman on
2004-09-01 - north carolina 8.27 - wish you were here
2004-08-24 - supahmodel
2004-08-22 - the unexpected visit
2004-08-19 - a semi-song called \"pinot grigio fucks you up good\"
2004-08-17 - pact
2004-08-12 - watch your mouth
2004-08-05 - flower child
2004-08-03 - don't play with matches, or something
2004-08-03 - uh, hello? part 2
2004-08-02 - uh, hello...?
2004-08-02 - chug-a-lug
2004-08-02 - you can get iwith this, or you can get with that. i think i'll get with this, cuz this is where it's at
2004-07-29 - a star is born
2004-07-29 - forget-me-not (i am the shit and don't you forget it)
2004-07-29 - a dolla bill, y'all
2004-07-29 - and if i close my eyes forever
2004-07-28 - no one can say i'm a slacker
2004-07-28 - magnificat anima mea dominum
2004-07-28 - get it? got it? good
2004-07-28 - untitled for no reason
2004-07-27 - defending my own honor
2004-07-27 - yay for citrus
2004-07-26 - the note
2004-07-26 - a song i wish i had the ability to put music to
2004-07-26 - misheard
2004-07-23 - dedication
2004-07-23 - to one who seems to be quite the fan
2004-07-22 - this is the poem that never ends, yes it goes on and on my friend...
2004-07-22 - a moment of clarity, i'm soon to forget
2004-07-22 - in response to challenge #2, to write about my fantasy future
2004-07-22 - in response to a challenge, to write about a happy memory from my childhood
2004-07-22 - note to self: please remember, that when you are home sick from work, watching TLC's afternoon programming will only make you sicker
2004-07-22 - reality check
2004-07-22 - the \"don't ask, don't tell\" policy
2004-07-21 - buzzin' & flyin', aka xanax + red wine = a calm flight
2004-07-21 - fragment of something
2004-07-21 - puerto rico poem
2004-07-15 - reindeer games
2004-07-15 - wanting more than anything
2004-07-15 - it was always my dream to be a chanteuse
2004-07-15 - jealous to the point of needing a support group
2004-07-15 - grow a set, will ya?
2004-07-14 - T42
2004-07-13 - that's fuckin' weak, c'mon
2004-07-13 - waterlogged
2004-07-13 - a dedication long overdue, aka confessions of a doormat, aka i'm ready and prepared
2004-07-11 - i didn't hear you
2004-07-10 - she's so emo, she had to write another song
2004-07-10 - 1:56am
2004-07-08 - while listening to \"never is a promise\" by fiona apple
2004-07-06 - improvisation
2004-07-05 - no pain, no gain
2004-06-29 - acoustic lullabye
2004-06-28 - i've done my research
2004-06-28 - realize that 95% of what i say is in the moment (then start to worry)
2004-06-26 - phone calls from the shore help, at times like these
2004-06-25 - routine (a song)
2004-06-24 - at the place where the past and present intersect, can you see the future?
2004-06-24 - lookie here
2004-06-22 - after reading a rilke poem, and pondering my life
2004-06-21 - go cry and write a song about it, emo kid
2004-06-18 - bon voyage
2004-06-18 - jealous little bitch that i am
2004-06-17 - what color should i dye my hair next?
2004-06-17 - the chain
2004-06-16 - the throw-away girl
2004-06-16 - revisited, but yet not
2004-06-16 - oh, if you only knew
2004-06-16 - the reason for the gap in the words
2004-06-10 - it's not as easy as it looks
2004-06-10 - ETA
2004-06-09 - don't blink, you might miss something
2004-06-08 - (over)analyze this
2004-06-08 - i know my eyes are my best feature
2004-06-08 - this is what you meant, right?
2004-06-08 - lethal injection
2004-06-07 - it takes a lot of effort to rest easy
2004-06-07 - wishful cleaning?
2004-06-07 - there's no point to a slurpee when it's already melted (aka time is of the essence - stop wasting it!)
2004-06-05 - adulthood sucks
2004-06-04 - remembering or daydreaming?
2004-06-04 - praise you like i should
2004-06-04 - monmouth county
2004-06-03 - history repeats
2004-06-03 - "well, here it is"
2004-06-03 - somewhere out there (2am my time)
2004-06-03 - for a "telepathetic" friend
2004-06-03 - i'll never demand, i won't even ask
2004-06-02 - crush
2004-06-02 - collecting vices
2004-05-31 - it's a cold front coming in from the west
2004-05-27 - generic emo fluff
2004-05-27 - the yearning
2004-05-25 - wish you were here
2004-05-24 - writers' addiction
2004-05-18 - weather channel
2004-05-17 - do me a favor
2004-05-16 - love songs are bullshit
2004-05-13 - there is such a thing as too much information
2004-05-11 - not a poem, just a thought, or something
2004-05-11 - a certain kind of esp
2004-05-10 - same shit, different day
2004-05-10 - nothin' but good times at the Parkview at Madison
2004-05-05 - overactive imagination
2004-05-03 - i can't hide when i'm truly happy
2004-05-03 - like oxygen
2004-05-02 - ...and life is like a song
2004-04-30 - crystal ball
2004-04-29 - regarding ____ : do you remember it like i do?
2004-04-29 - that's what shredders are for
2004-04-27 - it's not what you think
2004-04-26 - hunger hurts, but starving works
2004-04-26 - let's make a deal
2004-04-26 - hypotheses
2004-04-26 - spy
2004-04-23 - drunk dialing
2004-04-22 - when the phone wakes you up
2004-04-20 - insignificant other
2004-04-19 - a prayer for tonight
2004-04-18 - 10 year anniversary [& i never saw it coming] - aka "vicious cycle 1994-2004"
2004-04-17 - shiny spoon
2004-04-17 - someday, someone will realize that i'm worth coveting
2004-04-16 - spring has sprung, baby
2004-04-15 - revive
2004-04-13 - damn cell phones
2004-04-13 - i love surprises
2004-04-11 - unpacking
2004-04-11 - i've come to this conclusion
2004-04-11 - blaming the victim
2004-04-06 - ...as i doubt all of the pages i pour out
2004-04-06 - prelude to a candlelit dinner of sorts
2004-04-05 - it is april 5th, it should not feel like the arctic circle
2004-04-05 - shhhh
2004-04-04 - until next time
2004-04-03 - doing this alone is never the answer
2004-04-02 - in the way

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