pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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forgotten like a name

i ramble on, just to fill space and time, since that is all i seem to have these days - space to write and time to think - and it all brings on a giant headache

won't someone save me? i've thrown myself. i'm jitters and torn skin. i'm the crave and the denial.

it all means nothing; it all means everything. apathy can be disguised as innosense and naivity. play the role, play the card, burn the bridge, seek through stealth.

the pattern is set in the stone-like bones. easier still to shut eyes and become rag-doll limp. it will all be over soon - you can remember to love yourself some other time.

right now you are nothing but time and space.

all i am. all i'll ever be.

9:29 p.m. - 2005-01-31

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