pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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last wish

maybe to regress is to progress
shall i fall back into the repetition

gracing myself with the presence
gathering from the world
what love i could never receive
from you

i can do nothing but shiver in disgust

tears tease me; i can't will them to come
soon enough
but they hesitate for days and weeks

i play music to charm them out,
but they are shy
like arrows through hearts

just kill me beautifully
with a smile on my face
one tear
while i'm singing

11:30 p.m. - 2004-12-13

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