pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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everything is a potential addiction

two fingers
twisting inside warm wetness
forcing up what little there is inside
to the splash
coughing
choking
struggling to release
memories to drain



everything is now a toxin
everything now kills



the few moments of peace are
broken
by weeks of struggle
fighting against obsession
and losing



grab the keys
drive faster
if a "yes" was heard
90 mph would be surpassed



the redness stains everything
spinning with the remnants
i shake, with no one to hold me
i am alone



how did you know?

6:16 p.m. - 2004-09-25

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