pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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bored-walk

gawking stares by wal-mart employees,
and even though it's been awhile,
i know that
patrons of suburban beachbars would love me as their trophy-wife

despite the cushioning around my stomach,
i somehow possess the ability to entice.
i am a winterfresh smile and an alcoholic conversationalist

add me to the list of
those who slip through fingers
and are pined for with fond reminiscence

the best times could be had with me -
shall i prove what would be missed?

the glowing prize, treasured over time
after sweat becomes commonplace
and i'm proving how smart i truly am --
wordy and emotional and a crazy spectacle
leaning and dancing towards a tearful outburst

somewhere: hands touching body parts, and a solitary moan

if i can live with the faded scars
ignored because an inability to comprehend them
(or lack of interest)
then i am the psychiatric miracle

this delicate pathway
is navigated
like everyday conversation

somewhere: this madness is considered beautiful

this is about ME, this time

8:49 p.m. - 2005-04-23

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