pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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the \"don't ask, don't tell\" policy

you didn't ask

didn't see

this failure of myself

(you're) failing me

and i haven't the strength

to tell you i'm anything less

than okay

am i'm a stealthy dreamer

or just lucky?

further and further

buried into my safe sanctuary

it's all in my head now

and i'm smiling more than ever

tears not far behind

but so terribly clever

because i haven't the strength

to tell you i'm anything less

than okay

would you listen?

would you listen?

what would it take?

i've tried everything, everything

short of...

i keep waking up to nightmares

so i let my mind go

fantasies

always have been better than my

reality...

and i haven't the strength

to tell you i'm anything less

than okay

1:52 a.m. - 2004-07-22

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