pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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that's fuckin' weak, c'mon

i'm beginning to realize

how much i fail at this

chasing those away from which i love

that's what you get for daring to dream.

one breath, one phrase,

and it's shot to hell

what a scene:

the wine, the pills, the cigarettes,

the inclinations

when what i dream is so much simpler

but my life was never meant to be simple

"and it's love, it's love, it's love"

--it's a delusional girl

who never left the 8th grade

(always lately blooming)

"make it hurt":

i never knew i wanted it this way.

hopeless case-bitch,

and it was yesterday i learned

that the dead end was coming

smashed

crashed

and the rescue squad was not on time.

"the princess would pay

just to die for attention"

(forever and ever)

note: lyrics in "quotes" are from "bonus mosh pit, pt. 2" by taking back sunday. title comes from a quote by adam lazzara (of TBS) from a recording i have of an acoustic performance of "cute without the 'e' (cut from the team)"

not that you care

10:49 p.m. - 2004-07-13

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