pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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i've learned how to die
too many times
and i did again tonight

words, bristle against me
like no one's touch ever has
not even then --
those nights of alcoholic penetration

i never wanted to be affected this strongly, ever again
but now it's worse
so much worse

and i can't stop the rage of jealousy, and
knowing my words aren't heard
the way i want them to

and i'll never explain;
the force would crush
the spiderwebs and featherweight breaths

9:56 p.m. - 2004-11-03

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