pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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same shit, different day

you don't realize it in the moment. or maybe you do, and you just push it out of your consciousness because there are too many good feelings outweighing the bad right now.

it won't be until tomorrow that you feel the ache in your body. it won't be until you turn on the bathroom light and look in the mirror.

at that moment, you'll be absolutely terrified. tears will sting your eyes and you will be five seconds away from throwing up.

shake your head. no. it isn't what it seems. but summer is coming, and with that will come the questions.

and you'll turn it over and over in your mind. you'll wonder what it is that you do time and again.

what vibe do you give out that leads them to believe that you're not fragile.

9:41 p.m. - 2004-05-10

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