i want to hear something other than my songs i want to see some color and feel the pain that swells the skin
submerged in the liquid burn with nothing to love, to learn -- i just sing
lonely for the recognition and adoration for the voice or my body or something
it doesn't even have to be my mind right now maybe if it was false and against my wishes it'd still feel like something
some names bring feelings of hatred some bring apathy and others, confusion and when i'm torn between it all i'll do anything to forget
remind me why i am in this?
stress is estrangulation (but not in the way that scared me, but that i secretly loved)
if it is enough to almost kill me, isn't that love? even if it had been anger or annoyance it would still mean more than this
someone needs to speak to me in a way that i comprehend
i know why that song is a favorite, if you are anything like me...
12:41am on a sunday, mind spinning fingers touching, and the anticlimactic shudder red lines that i scratched myself inhale, exhale it's been too long
but i'm sure that it is the fantasies and sleep that guide what's best further away
i read, and i wish these things for myself time is flying, and i'm brilliant with cathartic release imprisoned in my aspirations simple, for most but lofty for myself
pain to cancel out pain do you feel it? i ask again: DO YOU FEEL IT?