pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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north carolina - 8.31 - press pound (song)

lots of "north carolina poems" before this...just fyi)

turn the light off; mute the volume

i don't want to listen to the silence

but i can tell myself that it isn't what it is

open the window; hear the ocean

i don't want to watch the darkness

cloud to cloud lightning's the only glow i see

maybe this is why i wake up every hour

face the wall; turn, face the window

waiting for the call that doesn't come

how is it that i can read so deeply in--

-- to the messages that i can't read

what am i waiting for again?

maybe ignorance is blissful

i don't want to appear to be so weak

god only knows what you're thinking over there

dull my tastebuds, dim my brown eyes

i don't want to feel a thing tonight

is it possible to forget my tears by morning?

maybe this is why i wake up every hour

face the wall; turn, face the window

waiting for the call that doesn't come

how is it that i can read so deeply in--

-- to the messages that i can't read

what am i waiting for again?

i'm so sorry (up and down, on and off)

it's my fear of (keep it running, keep it running)

the unknown that's (what's the word, let me in)

getting to me (what am i waiting for?)

maybe this is why i wake up every hour

face the wall; turn, face the window

waiting for the call that doesn't come

how is it that i can read so deeply in--

-- to the messages that i can't read

what am i waiting for again?

6:11 p.m. - 2004-09-01

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