pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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geography (based loosely on the advice of dr. bai)

you�re sitting somewhere in between a blue and a rage,
not knowing why
but the spirits of the dead and the relationships past
are too much to take
double-teaming your dreaming state

the last time your smile wasn�t fake
was when your family was intact
and she was destined to become a part of that portrait
or so everybody thought

but she was remorseless in her indiscretions
and lives unraveled faster than the hand me down sweaters your grandmother knitted years ago
when the basement parties and the quick fucks don�t take your mind off of it anymore
is it time to turn and run away?

the map�s on the wall, pushpins pointing the destinations
but you can�t outrun yesterday or last year, even on the most desolate highways
you won�t lose your memories behind you on the twisting back roads
geography is no replacement for coming to terms

11:13 p.m. - 2006-04-06

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