pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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what color should i dye my hair next?

i'll be the princess-angel;

the freckle-faced smile blinding you

never knowing if the eyes shine from

joy or tears or chemicals

that's the mystery you'll never solve

slurring the verbs, and my arms around your neck

can't you understand that i love myself better this way?

masking the self-hatred

under a goofy, seductive smile

everything i feel is

g e n u i n e

but too much to handle

(so the story goes)

why do you think i hide behind the metaphors, dear?

9:04 p.m. - 2004-06-17

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