pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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tuesday is the loneliest night of the week

knowing the truth
ignored
if only i was neon pink
with startling volume

i know the importance
i can picture the shaking,
slow and sensual
aphrodisiac from the least expected
place

and i am the girl with no social life
the wicked charm is gone
or never has been

maybe i protest too much
maybe i shouldn't have cried
grin and bear:
"it will be over soon"

a lie to myself -
the searing lightning
does not subside

concentrate on the cotton
softness embracing

to walk without seizing and falling
is impossible today
silence is revealed when the light,
pressed,
exposes it's pale white-blue truth

white-blue is not neon pink
silence is not volume
i am not desire completely

...only on occasion.

8:55 p.m. - 2004-12-28

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