pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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10 year anniversary [& i never saw it coming] - aka "vicious cycle 1994-2004"

"it's just that

in this sorta thing

i never thought i'd be the one"

i never knew that the violence would love me

against the wall

friction of the worst kind

& speeding down the parkway

[bacardi bloodstream]

lack of patience

hands against flesh, and the

shame

of how audible it was --

screaming pavement

tear-stained walls

the blood was on your hands

x2...x3...x4...

guilt vanishing with my acceptance

internal/external injuries sustained

& denied

yet i was the one left begging...

4:28 p.m. - 2004-04-18

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