pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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oh, if you only knew

perfection:

for this reason

i never question aloud

ANYTHING

though i wish i could kill this ache.

but, you see,

the mental torture is my addiction.

this is what i do best.

to gain some sort of satisfaction

would set myself up

for the inevitable downfall.

another near-sleepless night

as i punish myself

for trying to find a comfortable place

to relax.

i should know better

than to think that i deserve it

1:10 a.m. - 2004-06-16

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