pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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dominant/submissive

what would you do
if the table was turned on you
and i laid you down
upon it?

would you be scared
from scratches and silent breathing?
because i'm drunk enough tonight
to kiss you with courage
with forceful and chapped lips

haven't you noticed me
that i've been acting differently?

i don't know how to do this
can i fake the confidence?
clumsy, pressing...
do you mind?

lift and spin
against the wall
will the alize' on my lips
make its way to you
so you forget
the awkward way, the only way
i know how to love

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i'm the one to fall
weakened
that's the way i like it

the attention that i never had
comes to me in waves
in ways that i never expected

anyone else, this way
would feel like hate

but every time i break
under your pressure
euphoria cancels out the sting
and i just want more

every perceived destruction
builds me up again

it's a life,
it's breathing,
it's something important
it's what i've been lacking

1:23 a.m. - 2005-02-12

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