pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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the sunshine�s doing well,
thanks for asking.

i contemplated directions to another chain-mass-market
for cigarettes, toilet paper and $2.97 blackberry wine.
it�s a fifteen minute drive of fresh air and sing-alongs with the ipod,
when i�m too afraid to dial your number.
you make me nervous, feeling incompetent, and uncertain of my ability to be a seductress
or a companion

padding away hours until it�s feasible to sleep.
thai noodles, nachos and generic soda;
internet friendships teetering on the edge,
trudging through boredom with fiction in an attempt to become drowsy

pointless and without aim in my entry,
lazy and caffeine-laced.
i�m quiet and patiently thinking of you;
i�d craft a lovesong out of it all if i knew how to play
or knew anything of theory.
but my Yamaha gathers dust.
this karaoke-cover-queen has only others� words and melodies
to get the message through
(for now�)

10:39 p.m. - 2006-05-07

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