pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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an overactive imagination (?) is a terrible thing to waste

i could seethe with rage
(and i do)
towards inanimate people
known
only via certain venues
but i know the locale oh-so well
through stories, hints and anecdotes
drenched in calm reminiscence

but that's the blade i drink
and the liquor that cuts
because i feared i was like that one
still communicating, still THERE
in thoughts, only unearthed
in the middle of the night --
hands rubbing, moaning the name
(i always wait for the confusion to call on)
and i wish that it hadn't cemented the bond

i can never break it
and for that reason
it's hard to feign confidence

i'd say it's nothing personal
but that'd be a lie upon a lie
because it's EVERYTHING, and it's way too
fucking personal

bitch, you need to be put in your place.

12:39 a.m. - 2004-11-20

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