pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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an anonymous letter that states i would like you to die

i am not
pleased
with the fact that
i
will not be remembered
thought of
tonight
or any other

disolving to nothing
while you're making life's plans

i don't merit a breath
or explanation
-- the cause of your
fetish
to tease, ridicule
estrangulate
and inflict the intrusion

breaking
to broken
to goodbye
(not even - SLAM!)
run into the parking lot
to beg: please stay
and inflict more, if you so desire it.

i hope you cause crimes
to become one's bitch
feel it like i did
catch the sickness
and expire painfully

when you cry to heaven
(if you even believe)
know that i pray
for you to be denied
never to be reunited
with supposed "love"

10:35 p.m. - 2005-01-03

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