pennylane731's Diaryland Diary

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first time

a lonely night

of sharing a bed

and feeling detached from everything

i honestly thought

it would bring us closer

but you�re curled up in the corner

and i�m sweating

but i�m cold

how could gentle hands

and passionate kisses

disintegrate into nothing?

is your attention span so short that

you forgot that you said �i love you�

just a few moments ago

before you started to snore

but what about me? what about the part

that feels so loose and tattered?

innocence is battered and left to bleed � alone

this wasn�t how i imagined

this wasn�t how i planned it

the fireworks misfired

and i am uninspired

and i get the sneaking suspicion that

this first

is the last i�ll hear from you...

3:54 p.m. - 2002-08-11

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